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 I'm supposed to be learning right now for an exam But 'A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut' by Have a Nice Life is playing And all I can think about is the peace I can find in the snow on the trees When the world is sleeping and I'm in a warm, safe house  Nothing bad could ever happen to me here  I remmember when I first discovered 'Treasure' by Cocteau Twins  It would play all evening and all night while I was playing The Sims 3 The snow absorbed all my sorrows it created a coverlet for the earth Safe, warm houses, the christmas lights on them  Longer evenings longer nights  The eternal peace that I seek all year long  Till the Cocteau Twins are playing while the snow puts the world to sleep

Don't forget about the girl who lived in the woods In which she rode on horses in which she shot her arrows About the girl who was one with nature Who has named herself 'Jaskółka' before she knew what it meant She gave you all of her strenght when u were in that room  Having a panic attack, thinking you were going crazy She soothed your nerves, promised you that one day you would learn horse archery She looked at you when you cried about not being able to  She's engraved in your soul, she has the spirit of your ancestors  You knew her before u were born  When u were running she was right behind you She tought you how to fight how to love yourself She tought you how to regain streght from the trees She braided your hair she raised you to be like herself 'Nie ma mnie bez ciebie  Beze mnie nie ma mnie  Współistnienie  Jestem blisko nie musisz się już bać We mnie znajdziesz wszystko, bo tyle umiem dać Gdy blisko jesteś, świat nie przeraża mnie A gdy podasz...

A girl driven by obsession Him being her will to live Not having any purpose besides to love and being loved Without him she's rotting inside  Madness in her eyes is only the tip of the iceberg If she's not loved she hates herself She hurts herself she sabotages herself She punishes herself of not being worthy She wants to get to her lowest Plainly becouse she doesn't know how to exist Without love that she supposes could only be able  To fix her (Yeah mom, thanks very much for that attachment style, sure as hell it will work out for me as amazing as it did for u) "You are my angel Come from way above To bring me love  Her eyes She's on the dark side Neutralize Every man in sight Love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you... You are my angel Come from way above Love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you..."                      (An...